Not that I would know the following, but just a shot in the dark.

In the event that someone you are close to would die or enter a

hopeless, eternal coma, let's talk of what to do then. We could

watch how the universe will have been impacted from making

this hypothetical person cease to exist outside of us. Then,

perhaps, we might go through the trouble of grievance, to the

point where it might become a hidden, repressed, eternal ball of

tears. This is all a shot in the dark, but I think we would then

wonder what it's like to be this example of a person, in which we

would crush our mind with the incomprehensible. Now, we

would try to fit the whole entire system of universes and

miltiverses and antiverses into the only thing bigger than it all,

our mind. At this point, it all expands, trying to escape. We

would then realize that we'd have to let it go. But we, of course,

don't. We don't want to surrender and we keep fighting for this

person who is just made for the sake of this essay. This

hypothetical person would then be nowhere, anywhere. So, we

know this and leave the universes, multiverses, and antiverses be.

So, we try to live on, or die, leaving everything for everything, or

keeping everything for everything. We would, at this point,

realize that the pursuit of happiness is a greater thing than anyone

could ever imagine. Of course, I'm probably wrong, for I've never

been through this process, and I wouldn't know of this at all. We

all know this is a shot in the dark. We all know this can't be true.

We all know I would never get this right...unless it was my

experience.